i am undergoing an operation tomorrow... shit, you just don't know how scared i am right now, but they said i should stay relax and calm and never think about the operation.. well,ok.. i will do that... pray for me...

ever even wondered why i am so damn stressed out? well, first of all i never had enough sleep. I've been busy these past few weeks trying to figure out what to do with myself, no kidding. ha! ha! ha! i am just kidding. actually, i was very busy, but not because i am trying to figure out what to do with my life, but because of writing so many news stuff for major. it's so damn stressful, it will really test you endurance, patience and even you mentality, and to think its only basic news writing, but its already giving me headaches and all the kind of aches in the world. damn! well, i cant blame news writing for giving me so much pain and all that, it's gonna be finals week in 2 weeks and I've got to work twice as much as we did on regular days... shit! hmph... what else should i tell you? my life, these past few weeks, has been a roller coaster ride for me. i don't know what else to think and i am absolutely out of my league. i don't even have time for myself. and, oh yeah, my phone broke down this morning and it really got me pissed off when i asked my cousin to fix it (he fixes phones and computers and all that and he's one heck of a techno freak) because he kept on talking and talking and talking instead of listening and you know me, people with that kind of attitude pisses me off. honestly, would you like somebody yelling at you when you have something to say? i don't think so. what else should i talk about? there is nothing much that is happening around me now, except maybe for the fact that its a weekend and its so damn quiet here and you know it bores me so much, with my phone down and out, and listening to music could bore and just talking about anything here in the blog could really, too, make you boring. oh well, i think i'll just have to stop here for the moment. peace out.