hard knock life

its been a week or so since i got out from the hospital, i was admitted because i have this so-called "fistula in anu" and in multiple status and i have to have it removed or else it will get worst and mind you, it was the most excruciating, most painful thing in the world, i wont be able to do the things that i usually do and all the crazy stuff that it does to me, damn it drives me so damn crazy. but now, i am on the recuperating stage. i had an operation and it went well. the fistula is about to be gone by now or maybe in a couple more weeks i dont really know. but dang, the aftermath of the operation is still driving me crazy. but all the while i am thankful that i had the operation because it means that i wont be suffering from this agony for quite some time. others say that it will come back, i mean the fistula, but at least not for quite some time, as long as i follow the doctor's order. hmph.. aside from that, it's already summer here, and it means really hot weather and all that and i really love to go out and stay on the beach for a long time and just stay in the water for as long as i want. and oh, one thing. my friends are on their OJT. they are separated in two groups, the other group (composed of hannah, dawn, gen2, gretchen, and donna) are in cebu, the left for cebu a couple weeks back and the other group (composed of noriel, cathy, yanz, and carla khaye) which i dubbed the pure ilonggo group is leaving for davao today. damn, i miss them so much. i hope that they will all do fine and that they will be ok all through out the OJT months... hmph, if i didnt just stop for one semester, i wouldve been in either of the groups but im sad to say that i did and now im stuck here at home doing nothing all day and only worrying about what to do next after the other and it kinda sucks because its so damn boring and you know the feeling, i mean, doing nothing and just kinda waste all that time doing nothing... i really hate that. instead of being able to do a lot in a span of time, instead, i sulk all day and the only companion that i have is my cellphone, which i hate as well because nobody bothers to give me a beep or any message at all and the airtime that i have would be put to waste because it will reach its expiration time without being able to make the most out of it. hmph... life really gets boring in this part of the world. if i was so damn rich, i wouldve been spending all my cash away in some summer get away in an exotic country alone and just do all the exploring all by myself and just enjoy the moment. damn, i wish all of this would come true and i would definitely be the most happiest person in the whole wide world...