im getting so weak...

i dont know what's going on with my life... i think about of so many stuff and it just wont seem to end. i dont know what to do with it and im really getting weak everyday. my brain cant think straight and its just so messed up for me. as of now, all im thinking is what to type in next to these set of words for my post. see how messed up i am? i really dont deserve this life. but what can a poor guy do? its what is given to him so he better stick to it or else he'll just get lost in this world of bullshit... =(