Lyrics: India.arie - The Heart Of The Matter lyrics Album: Testimony: Vol. 1, Life & Relationship I got the call today, I didn't wanna hear But I knew that it would come An old true friend of ours was talkin' on the phone She said you found someone And I thought of all the bad luck, And all the struggles we went through How I lost me and you lost you What are these voices outside love's open door Make us throw off our contentment And beg for something more? I've been learning to live without you now But I miss you sometimes The more I know, the less I understand All the things I thought I knew, I'm learning them again I've been tryin' to get down to the Heart of the Matter But my will gets weak And my thoughts seem to scatter But I think it's about forgiveness Forgiveness Even if, even if you don't love me anymore These times are so uncertain There's a yearning undefined And people filled with rage We all need a little tenderness How can love survive in such a graceless age And the trust and self-assurance that lead to happiness They're the very things we kill, I guess Pride and competition cannot fill these empty arms [ The Heart Of The Matter lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ] And the work they put between us, You know it doesn't keep us warm I've been trying to live without you now But I miss you, baby The more I know, the less I understand And all the things I thought I figured out, I have to learn again I've been tryin' to get down to the Heart of the Matter But my will gets weak And my heart is so shattered But I think it's about forgiveness Forgiveness Even if, even if you don't love me anymore All the people in your life who've come and gone They let you down, you know they hurt your pride Better put it all behind you; cause life goes on You keep carrin' that anger, it'll eat you up inside I wanna be happily everafter And my heart is so shattered But I know it's about forgiveness Forgiveness Even if, even if you don't love me anymore I've been tryin' to get down to the Heart of the Matter Because the flesh will get weak And the ashes will scatter So I'm thinkin' about forgiveness Forgiveness Even if you don't love me anymore Even if you don't love me anymore

finally, i got to see the doctor this morning regarding my agony up the ass... the doctor said its some sort of infection sa akong almuranas and all the churva in the world. he gave me medicine to take for a week, and if the said bukol wont go away within the alloted time, he said that he's gonna slice my ass up and manually remove the fucking bukol, and obviuosly i dont want that to happen noh so i will really hope that the bukol would be gone by friday coz its fiesta na. yeah and speaking of fiesta, it means lots of food, the doctor said that im not allowed to eat salty and fatty foods, sweet foods as well... in short, il have to have a diet or something which will totally change my life. well, im not against it though. if its really for my own good, then why not take the risk? i mean, wala bitaw mawala sa ako if il tone down sa akong eating and all that diba? hehe. =) i just love myself so much... joke. =) peace out...

I’m Miss American Dream since I was 17 Don’t matter if I step on the scene Or sneak away to the Philippines They still gonna put pictures of my derrière in the magazine You want a piece of me? You want a piece of me… I’m Miss bad media karma Another day, another drama Guess I can’t see the harm In working and being a mama And with a kid on my arm I’m still an exceptional earner You want a piece of me I’m Mrs. Lifestyles of the rich and famous (You want a piece of me) I’m Mrs. Oh my God that Britney’s Shameless (You want a piece of me) I’m Mrs. Extra! Extra! this just in (You want a piece of me) I’m Mrs. she’s too big now she’s too thin (You want a piece of me) I’m Mrs. ‘You want a piece of me?’ Tryin’ and pissin’ me off Well get in line with the paparazzi Who’s flippin’ me off Hopin’ I’ll resort to some havoc End up settlin’ in court Now are you sure you want a piece of me? (you wan' a piece of me...) I’m Mrs. ‘Most likely to get on the TV for strippin' on the streets’ When getting the groceries, now for real.. Are you kidding me? No wonder there's panic in the industry I mean, please, do you want a piece of me? [Piece Of Me lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com] I’m Mrs. Lifestyles of the rich and famous (You want a piece of me) I’m Mrs. Oh my God that Britney’s Shameless (You want a piece of me) I’m Mrs. Extra! Extra! this just in (You want a piece of me) I’m Mrs. she’s too big now she’s too thin (You want a piece of me) I’m Miss American Dream since I was 17 Don’t matter if I step on the scene Or sneak away to the Philippines They still gon' be pictures of my derrière in the magazine You want a piece of me? You want a piece, piece of me… You want a piece of me? I’m Mrs. Lifestyles of the rich and famous (You want a piece of me) I’m Mrs. Oh my God that Britney’s Shameless (You want a piece of me) I’m Mrs. Extra! Extra! this just in (You want a piece of me) I’m Mrs. she’s too big now she’s too thin (You want a piece of me) I’m Mrs. Lifestyles of the rich and famous (You want a piece of me) I’m Mrs. Oh my God that Britney’s Shameless (You want a piece of me) I’m Mrs. Extra! Extra! this just in (You want a piece of me) I’m Mrs. she’s too big now she’s too thin (You want a piece of me) You want a piece of me.

as in... it hurts so much... i cant take the pain anymore... i dont know what to do with this mothafuckin "bukol" up my ass... i cant walk properly, i cant sit down, i dont know what position to sleep coz everything hurts and gets worst every minute it lasts.... ungh. i hope its cancer already coz it what ive been praying for, that il have cancer and that il die soon... yeah! =)

oh no. next week is already founder's week. its very tiring and stressful and so maka always.. hmph... ambot lang gyud...

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ug sa dihang i feel so cold today... like duh? bugnaw dagay kaayo... its been raining for a couple of days now and it keeps on raining... who knows when will this weather last and its making me... i dont know... maybe crazy coz il be wet for the whole day and it sucks being wet the whole day. ahay. life gets boring every minute it lasts...

weeeh... the first semester is over and in comes the second semster, which spells disaster. would you believe that this year is my year? this semester, it would be my first time to join the hugyawan, a showdown of dances showcased by all the departments of the main campus1 and main campus2 and all the satelite campuses: siaton, bayawan-santa catalina, pamplona, bais main1 and main2 respectively. the moment that our lit115 (world literature) teacher asked us why we were under her, i was already feeling something funny and then when she said that the reason why we were in her class is that we will be the hugyawan dancers i was like.... blank! i cant believe that i will be a hugyawan participant. damn! do you know what hugyawan spells? it spells, stress and all the nasty things in the world. dangiT! IM A HUGYAWAN DANCER. dangit. i cant believe it, and so does all of my classmates. some of their reactions were much the same as i am, blank and shocked. some made jokes of being the propsmen, some in the snacks committee but all they got from our teacher was a straight no. she said the snacks committee would be coming from another section and another teacher and that all the students under her would "STRICTLY" be for the HUGYAWAN only. well, what can i say? we are just so damn looking that we were the dancers for CAS this year at the hugyawan. haha. sorry nalang sa uban... unsaon ta man? we are so damn popular. aw? hahaha.. :)

i don't know what these people's problems are. they keep on bugging me and i don't really know why. i guess it's just what they do for fun or maybe yet let time pass by.

why do things happen so quickly that you dont even get the chance to take another look back at it and just reminisce all the good stuff that happened? i mean, for me, my life has been the shitiest life there is in the world, but after i heard what happened to the first lady of one of my dad's close friends, i gained a new perspective in life. i think i may be talking like im not myself right now, but i think i am. i keep telling myself i dont know what to do with my life, which is true, but it keeps on making me more... i dont know...