it hurts...

as in... it hurts so much... i cant take the pain anymore... i dont know what to do with this mothafuckin "bukol" up my ass... i cant walk properly, i cant sit down, i dont know what position to sleep coz everything hurts and gets worst every minute it lasts.... ungh. i hope its cancer already coz it what ive been praying for, that il have cancer and that il die soon... yeah! =)