9 mornings...

and its going to officially start in a few hours...ooh! how exciting!

ever since i got into the 9 mornings spirit (misa de gallo), i always tell it to myself that i would complete it. i forgot when exactly i started completing the masses (mornings) but as far as i can remember, it was only last year that i failed not only to complete, but attended even 1 mass!

--flashback: last year, around this time, i underwent my second surgery for my FISTULA IN ANU case. come to think of it, 2009 was one hell of a year. for the remaining days of it, i don't see something bad to come up and blow in front of my face. so far, after all the twists and turns, MY 2009 will end up just like how all the years of my life will end. peaceful, full of memories, full of everything in between (of which this time, mastercard has nothing to do with it).

*sigh!* this year was such a drag that i cant even imagine now how i dealt all of those stuff and how i was able to conquer them all without any help from anyone.

what i am hoping for the year to come? more blessings of course...more luck, i suppose...and less STUPIDITY. that would work for me. all those stuff that i crave for would have to wait. now, after all of the things that ive been through, ive realized, everything should be earned. if you want it, sweat it out! you have to work hard for something that you really want. life was never on the easy way out...it was always on the hardest way out...and everybody knows that...they just wont believe that they are in that situation because people are GREEDY, SEFLISH, SELF-CENTERED and A PAIN IN EACH and EVERYONE'S ASSES!

*sigh!* i hope everything will turn out right next year. if it wont, then il make it turn out right. peace!