today, March 22, 2009, one of my ka charnessan friends, cathy, has already left the orient. she is already on her way to Bacolod City to start her new life called "work". Carla mimoy left a few days ago but she will be back this week to settle some unfinished business. this picture tells everything i have to say, obviously. this was the bus that cathy was on and i even placed a circle around her for you to have an idea that she is actually in this picture only that you cant see her quite well. i placed a circle around this spot coz this is where she is seated. i actually saw her by the way coz if not, i couldnt have had this picture taken. i was laughing to myself while looking at this coz honestly, when she texted me that she is already leaving, i was about to cry coz cathy is the last to leave the city. (Dawn is staying in Dumaguete to work in teletech coz her sister is a supervisor or something there so i wouldnt be making a lot of comments about dawn coz i know i will still be seeing her around). i already got over the fact that hannah is already in Manila and i know i wont be able to miss Carla mimoy that much coz i know Carla will be alright by herself. going back to Cathy, what im going to miss about her is that she always makes me smile a lot. with her cute ilongga accent and prettiness and everything that goes along with it, i dont think i can find another person that would fit her role in my life, and im not planning to look for someone to replace her for that matter either. another fact is that, Cathy's current boyfriend is of my courtesy. i was the one who gave "him" to her. im like their bridge "daw" and i sorta, kinda, lika, parang, medyo, may pagka! aw? hehehe. basta ouy, i dont want to talk much about them coz it only makes me cry. all i could think of now is that, wherever life may take them, i hope that they will be fine and that they would find all the happiness that they dreamed of in life. i have assured them as well that if ever they need someone to talk to, i wont hesitate to reply to their messages as its the only way that we communicate from each other. ahay! life, so many surprises yet none of them so far has made me feel better about myself. hope this wont last as much as i expect it to be coz im getting kinda tired of it. adios tat!

Throw yo' hands up in the air If ya know he love ya Tell the DJ play this song right here If ya know he love ya Let, let, let, let me see you 2-step If ya know he love ya It don't matter if you by yourself If ya know he love ya

If that boy don't love you by now He will never ever, never ever love you He will never ever, never ever love you If that boy don't love you by now He will never ever, never ever love you He will never ever, never ever love you

I know you think that I just be trippin' on ya Boy you see, this ain't how I normally be But I can't help this jealousy Ooh it's taking over me, ooh I'm falling way to deep Without you by my side I feel like I can't eat or sleep

But I, got to come down to earth, I don't wanna But I, gotta let you go, but baby I dont wanna And I, I gotta see, that you and me, ain't meant to be That's why I tell myself

If that boy don't love you by now He will never ever, never ever love you He will never ever, never ever love you If that boy don't love you by now He will never ever, never ever love you He will never ever, never ever love you

Baby, I can't help but fantasize Wondering what it might be like You and I sound so right But I'mma let it go tonight, it ain't nothin' Coverin' my eyes Ain't gonna see it more than twice I get it, I got it Baby, baby

But I, got to come down to earth, I don't wanna But I, gotta let you go, but baby I dont wanna And I, I gotta see, that you and me, ain't meant to be That's why I tell myself

If that boy don't love you by now He will never ever, never ever love you He will never ever, never ever love you If that boy don't love you by now He will never ever, never ever love you He will never ever, never ever love you

Alright, alright, alright, okay... I see ya point, I must admit I grind, I grind, I grind all day This paper's what I'm trynna get Now normally when I'm paper chasing, I be having tunnel vision And if it's really like that lady, just turn on ya television And there go Young, I said there go Young, you trynna get it did Just know I gets it done, she love the way I jigg, She love the way I move, I sha, I show it to her Shows about 100, goon Its blacks this, black that Black car, black flags I really hope that's money that ya'll got off in them black bags 808's & hearbreak, states who puts in ???interstates???? Giving me a bad vibe, guess I'm just a bad guy

Throw yo' hands up in the air If ya know he love ya Tell the DJ play this song right here If ya know he love ya Let, let, let, let me see you 2-step If ya know he love ya It don't matter if you by yourself If ya know he love ya

i love writing posts late at night. its when my brain is at its peak of imagining stuff and i cant help but remember a lot of stuff that i wanted to talk about before. but now, im not in the mood for talking too much so, tipid idd muna. hehehe. im enjoying facebook and ym. aw? sorry nagud. peace. :)

wooh! road trip is so nakakaloka. im like, d***! yupak! one of the worst road trips i had was in siquijor, nung pumunta kami sa mount olympus para maka-usap lang si zeus ng personal. ang hirap papunta dun, sobra! ang daming mga mystical creatures na nakapaligid sa lugar and di ko talaga matiis and tumunganga while driving. at tsaka the place is so forks. ewan ko ba kung bakit naging forks yung lugar na yun eh nasa greece kami? forks is somewhere in the continent of US of A dba? hainku! nakakaloka talaga.

the next worst road trip i had was kanina. papunta ako ng mount everest and sobra, ang ginaw dun! and the place kinda reminded me of Mt.Olympus and forks talaga. ewan ko ba kung bakit nagkalat ang forks and Mt.Olympus dito sa pilipinas...pilipinas nga ito diba? dapat Mt.Talinis o d kaya Mt.Canlaon? eh bat ganun? hahaha...walang kwentang post talaga ito sa mga taong walang malay sa mga sinasabi ko. ..hahahaha! sobrang sorry ha. :)

sa mga taong nakakarelate sa post natoh, holla friends!! i miss you na. hehehe. loved your posts sa adventures natin sa siquijor, love it! cant help but LOL! aw? LMAO na pala uso ngayon. sobra! i love it! hehehe. :) loka moments nato! wooh! peace out!

this was on the 14th of March. hany (4th to the right) left for manila to start her new journey called "WORK". aw? libre nya! hahaha! (L-R: tat, carla mimoy, dawn and hany) this one, obviously, was during the graduation day (13th of March, a day before hannah left). and who the heck is that guy behind them? stalker? aw? :) (L-R: tat and hany, naka toga...carla mimoy and dawn,naka shutfit lang...and i would like to give credit to that guy, whoever he is, behind tat and hany)

some call them friends...i call them LIFE! kudos to my original batchmates. they finally made it out of that d*** school. oops. sorry! hehehe. i love you guys. im gonna miss you all.

"true friends are like diamonds...they are so rare"

ooh i just love sleeping. oops, my bad. hahaha. just woke up actually. and i want to talk about dreams on this post. do you believe that dreams come true? well, i think they do. ever experience deja vu? well, i have. and it dawned to me that deja vu are actually your dreams. you thought that a specific event or an agenda happened somewhere and you thought it happened again. oops, siting the obvious. but its quite true, dont you agree?

it feels so funny when i think back at all the dreams that i have dreamed and that they actually materialize. oh by the way, im referring to the normal sleep dreams. behest. dreaming is one habit of mine that i just cant help but dream every time i have the chance. there are times that i get so tired, my imagination wont work and my brain fails to animate my thoughts and that just bores me.

i dont know about you but i can still remember my dreams vividly after i dream them. weird eh? but no in full blow-by-blow detail, that's quite challenging already. dreaming is not an event in the Olympics anyway. hehehe. this post is totally lame. but i love it. hahaha! peace out! much love and respect! :)

and i thought it was already the start of summer...its raining so early in the morning and i cant help but just go with the weather and enter emote mode na naman. as ive said in my other blog, im entering "extreme distress mode". hahaha! well, i guess its just what i do best!

and i really thought it was funny that inday (the ingliserang helper) actually has a blog. i dont know who the ingenious person started the phenomenon but inday is really one sure hit. i used to collect "inday messages" through SMS and really, inday is one hell of a comedian. hehehe. i saw one of the comments that are posted in inday's recent post in her blog, Pahirapang maligo, that if inday was to be entitled in a movie, who do you think would be the perfect actress to portray her character.

eh, as usual, ever so "joiner" ako sa mga ganyang bagay eh, sumagot naman ako sa comment nang taong yun. i said that if inday was to be entitled to a movie, i think the suitable person to portray inday would be Ms. Eugene Domingo. i mean, she is one very wacky comedian. have you seen her movie with Ms. Ai-ai Delas alas? the one that Ms. Anne Curtis and Mr. Luis manzano co-starred in? i think it was "Ang cute ng ina mo". Ms.Eugene Domingo played the role of Anne's nanny there and it was one spec hit nung lumabas yun. and i think she would be perfect to play "inday" in a movie. what do you think? rainy morning bloggers! :)

i dont know if i was born with an X gene or something but man i cant believe myself. i can handle stress at its most dangerous level. i know there are a lot of people out there who share the same "talent". i dont know why we are given this kind of talent but its just that it bothers me so much why i can handle stress at my peak but at some point, i just cant help but break down. quite funny-sounding to say but, its like my body is about to be ripped in half. ano ba ako? hindi naman ako X-men? ayoko naman maging kasapi nila prof.X pero bakit ganito?

i guess i just keep pushing myself to the limit. like i always do when i get humiliated. though humiliation is not really that connected to what im talking about (or at least that is what i think) but when i get humiliated, i always make sure not to get so affected by it. i think that is what they call "reverse psychology". do you get what im trying to say coz i think i am on the right track...?

well i guess its just the way it is right? i am getting nowhere and i know i am, but to tell you honestly, i want to work things out! i want to pick myself up and put it all together again, like the untouched puzzle with complete wrappings and even a price tag on a store. seamlessly bound together in some way but when you open the packaging of the puzzle and flip it upside down, it all comes crashing down! can you please help me put myself back together? it would be a pleasure to get help! :'(

today was one of the most stressful days i have experienced in my entire life.

the birthday patry was a success. it was a bit stressful though, but at least the kids had fun. too bad my camera had to be so moody and all my batteries were consumed before the cheesy part happened. hilarious! =)

this animated movie has made a lot of impact to everybody, young and old alike. it brought us lessons like "loving your family", "loving your friends" and "simplicity". but what made impact on me the most is the important lesson about family or in Hawaiian "ohana" . i was touched by what lilo said somewhere in the movie and i quote

"ohana means family and families don't leave each other behind"

or something like that...it appeals to me like a flower to a bee and somehow, it showed me something that i would always have for the rest of my life.

though i don't get along with my family so well for my utterly mundane behavior and the knack for behaving in a rebellious way, i still love them aside from all the pain that they have inflicted upon me. lessons are to be learned and your ohana are the only ones who can teach you the best way possible for you to learn those lessons and be able to become who you are and be able to bring out the best of who and what you are. pain doesn't always necessarily mean negativity. most of the time, its where you learn the most important lessons in life, and that is what I've learned together with my ohana.

its still 8 in the morning and i can feel that something spectacular is gonna happen today...its not that birthday ng pamangkin ko, but i just feel something out of the ordinary...i dont really know what it is as of now, but im dying to find out what it is and what it could do to me...is it good or is it something bad? either way, im gonna make the most out of it...

one thing i love being able to wake up early in the morning, no matter how late i slept the previous night is the thought of having been able to wake up again! it only means that God has given me another chance to do what i really have to do in this thing called "life".

for one thing, i love the smell of freshly made coffee in the morning. the warm sunshine, the warm smiles of the people around you, and the feeling of contentment and joy that at times overwhelms you so much that you just want to scream at the top of your lungs. i sound silly but i feel so happy about being silly. its always a nice thing to be silly and wacky and just be crazy and turn normal days into bright and gay ones. i mean, its what everybody wants right? be happy and just enjoy what life has to bring. life is a tough journey, to make it a justifiable one and being able to taste the freedom that goes along with it, you just have to be imaginative, be open to ideas, and never be afraid to explore. life is in constant change and learning never stops in school. be positive, everything is gonna be alright! peace! =)