lets get drunk!

id rather hold a glass filled with beer than hold a pen when i dont know what to write...id rather get drunk than get a headache from thinking of all the things to do in school...id rather light up a cigarette than light up my room, staying up late completing projects, writing down essays and working my brain out as if there is no tomorrow.

id rather be with people who think nothing but having a good time, taking each moment in, letting it pass and wait for whatever comes next, talking out loud, never minding what people have to say about them, doing what they like to do with no one standing in their way. id rather walk than take a bus. i would feel much better if pain motivates me to move forward than to sit around a bus, waiting for the time that i would be where i would supposed to be.

id rather sit on the damp grass, feeling the coldness of the night, the stenchy smell of mud beneath my back, staring at the stars, wishing that someday a star would fall upon my hand and grant me three wishes like a genie would, making the most out of it. how i wish my life was a fairy tale, then i would not think of how my life would end because i know it would be a happy ending.

id rather be stuck somewhere with the birds and the bees and the bugs and the trees than following a certain path alone. id rather be accompanied by a lonely, harmless dragon than to ride with a prince in a shining armor. that way, people would'nt make so much of a comment about me. they make me sick and they just add up to my everyday list of things to eliminate in this messed up world.

id rather play a villain than to play a princess in an opera. id rather be Figaro than be Pinocchio so that my actions would better tell the world how i feel about it than to speak out loud but never heard. id rather...id rather...id rather get drunk! lets go for some shots! //_-)