today, March 22, 2009, one of my ka charnessan friends, cathy, has already left the orient. she is already on her way to Bacolod City to start her new life called "work". Carla mimoy left a few days ago but she will be back this week to settle some unfinished business. this picture tells everything i have to say, obviously. this was the bus that cathy was on and i even placed a circle around her for you to have an idea that she is actually in this picture only that you cant see her quite well. i placed a circle around this spot coz this is where she is seated. i actually saw her by the way coz if not, i couldnt have had this picture taken. i was laughing to myself while looking at this coz honestly, when she texted me that she is already leaving, i was about to cry coz cathy is the last to leave the city. (Dawn is staying in Dumaguete to work in teletech coz her sister is a supervisor or something there so i wouldnt be making a lot of comments about dawn coz i know i will still be seeing her around). i already got over the fact that hannah is already in Manila and i know i wont be able to miss Carla mimoy that much coz i know Carla will be alright by herself. going back to Cathy, what im going to miss about her is that she always makes me smile a lot. with her cute ilongga accent and prettiness and everything that goes along with it, i dont think i can find another person that would fit her role in my life, and im not planning to look for someone to replace her for that matter either. another fact is that, Cathy's current boyfriend is of my courtesy. i was the one who gave "him" to her. im like their bridge "daw" and i sorta, kinda, lika, parang, medyo, may pagka! aw? hehehe. basta ouy, i dont want to talk much about them coz it only makes me cry. all i could think of now is that, wherever life may take them, i hope that they will be fine and that they would find all the happiness that they dreamed of in life. i have assured them as well that if ever they need someone to talk to, i wont hesitate to reply to their messages as its the only way that we communicate from each other. ahay! life, so many surprises yet none of them so far has made me feel better about myself. hope this wont last as much as i expect it to be coz im getting kinda tired of it. adios tat!

Throw yo' hands up in the air If ya know he love ya Tell the DJ play this song right here If ya know he love ya Let, let, let, let me see you 2-step If ya know he love ya It don't matter if you by yourself If ya know he love ya

If that boy don't love you by now He will never ever, never ever love you He will never ever, never ever love you If that boy don't love you by now He will never ever, never ever love you He will never ever, never ever love you

I know you think that I just be trippin' on ya Boy you see, this ain't how I normally be But I can't help this jealousy Ooh it's taking over me, ooh I'm falling way to deep Without you by my side I feel like I can't eat or sleep

But I, got to come down to earth, I don't wanna But I, gotta let you go, but baby I dont wanna And I, I gotta see, that you and me, ain't meant to be That's why I tell myself

If that boy don't love you by now He will never ever, never ever love you He will never ever, never ever love you If that boy don't love you by now He will never ever, never ever love you He will never ever, never ever love you

Baby, I can't help but fantasize Wondering what it might be like You and I sound so right But I'mma let it go tonight, it ain't nothin' Coverin' my eyes Ain't gonna see it more than twice I get it, I got it Baby, baby

But I, got to come down to earth, I don't wanna But I, gotta let you go, but baby I dont wanna And I, I gotta see, that you and me, ain't meant to be That's why I tell myself

If that boy don't love you by now He will never ever, never ever love you He will never ever, never ever love you If that boy don't love you by now He will never ever, never ever love you He will never ever, never ever love you

Alright, alright, alright, okay... I see ya point, I must admit I grind, I grind, I grind all day This paper's what I'm trynna get Now normally when I'm paper chasing, I be having tunnel vision And if it's really like that lady, just turn on ya television And there go Young, I said there go Young, you trynna get it did Just know I gets it done, she love the way I jigg, She love the way I move, I sha, I show it to her Shows about 100, goon Its blacks this, black that Black car, black flags I really hope that's money that ya'll got off in them black bags 808's & hearbreak, states who puts in ???interstates???? Giving me a bad vibe, guess I'm just a bad guy

Throw yo' hands up in the air If ya know he love ya Tell the DJ play this song right here If ya know he love ya Let, let, let, let me see you 2-step If ya know he love ya It don't matter if you by yourself If ya know he love ya

i love writing posts late at night. its when my brain is at its peak of imagining stuff and i cant help but remember a lot of stuff that i wanted to talk about before. but now, im not in the mood for talking too much so, tipid idd muna. hehehe. im enjoying facebook and ym. aw? sorry nagud. peace. :)

wooh! road trip is so nakakaloka. im like, d***! yupak! one of the worst road trips i had was in siquijor, nung pumunta kami sa mount olympus para maka-usap lang si zeus ng personal. ang hirap papunta dun, sobra! ang daming mga mystical creatures na nakapaligid sa lugar and di ko talaga matiis and tumunganga while driving. at tsaka the place is so forks. ewan ko ba kung bakit naging forks yung lugar na yun eh nasa greece kami? forks is somewhere in the continent of US of A dba? hainku! nakakaloka talaga.

the next worst road trip i had was kanina. papunta ako ng mount everest and sobra, ang ginaw dun! and the place kinda reminded me of Mt.Olympus and forks talaga. ewan ko ba kung bakit nagkalat ang forks and Mt.Olympus dito sa pilipinas...pilipinas nga ito diba? dapat Mt.Talinis o d kaya Mt.Canlaon? eh bat ganun? hahaha...walang kwentang post talaga ito sa mga taong walang malay sa mga sinasabi ko. ..hahahaha! sobrang sorry ha. :)

sa mga taong nakakarelate sa post natoh, holla friends!! i miss you na. hehehe. loved your posts sa adventures natin sa siquijor, love it! cant help but LOL! aw? LMAO na pala uso ngayon. sobra! i love it! hehehe. :) loka moments nato! wooh! peace out!

this was on the 14th of March. hany (4th to the right) left for manila to start her new journey called "WORK". aw? libre nya! hahaha! (L-R: tat, carla mimoy, dawn and hany) this one, obviously, was during the graduation day (13th of March, a day before hannah left). and who the heck is that guy behind them? stalker? aw? :) (L-R: tat and hany, naka toga...carla mimoy and dawn,naka shutfit lang...and i would like to give credit to that guy, whoever he is, behind tat and hany)

some call them friends...i call them LIFE! kudos to my original batchmates. they finally made it out of that d*** school. oops. sorry! hehehe. i love you guys. im gonna miss you all.

"true friends are like diamonds...they are so rare"

ooh i just love sleeping. oops, my bad. hahaha. just woke up actually. and i want to talk about dreams on this post. do you believe that dreams come true? well, i think they do. ever experience deja vu? well, i have. and it dawned to me that deja vu are actually your dreams. you thought that a specific event or an agenda happened somewhere and you thought it happened again. oops, siting the obvious. but its quite true, dont you agree?

it feels so funny when i think back at all the dreams that i have dreamed and that they actually materialize. oh by the way, im referring to the normal sleep dreams. behest. dreaming is one habit of mine that i just cant help but dream every time i have the chance. there are times that i get so tired, my imagination wont work and my brain fails to animate my thoughts and that just bores me.

i dont know about you but i can still remember my dreams vividly after i dream them. weird eh? but no in full blow-by-blow detail, that's quite challenging already. dreaming is not an event in the Olympics anyway. hehehe. this post is totally lame. but i love it. hahaha! peace out! much love and respect! :)

and i thought it was already the start of summer...its raining so early in the morning and i cant help but just go with the weather and enter emote mode na naman. as ive said in my other blog, im entering "extreme distress mode". hahaha! well, i guess its just what i do best!

and i really thought it was funny that inday (the ingliserang helper) actually has a blog. i dont know who the ingenious person started the phenomenon but inday is really one sure hit. i used to collect "inday messages" through SMS and really, inday is one hell of a comedian. hehehe. i saw one of the comments that are posted in inday's recent post in her blog, Pahirapang maligo, that if inday was to be entitled in a movie, who do you think would be the perfect actress to portray her character.

eh, as usual, ever so "joiner" ako sa mga ganyang bagay eh, sumagot naman ako sa comment nang taong yun. i said that if inday was to be entitled to a movie, i think the suitable person to portray inday would be Ms. Eugene Domingo. i mean, she is one very wacky comedian. have you seen her movie with Ms. Ai-ai Delas alas? the one that Ms. Anne Curtis and Mr. Luis manzano co-starred in? i think it was "Ang cute ng ina mo". Ms.Eugene Domingo played the role of Anne's nanny there and it was one spec hit nung lumabas yun. and i think she would be perfect to play "inday" in a movie. what do you think? rainy morning bloggers! :)

i dont know if i was born with an X gene or something but man i cant believe myself. i can handle stress at its most dangerous level. i know there are a lot of people out there who share the same "talent". i dont know why we are given this kind of talent but its just that it bothers me so much why i can handle stress at my peak but at some point, i just cant help but break down. quite funny-sounding to say but, its like my body is about to be ripped in half. ano ba ako? hindi naman ako X-men? ayoko naman maging kasapi nila prof.X pero bakit ganito?

i guess i just keep pushing myself to the limit. like i always do when i get humiliated. though humiliation is not really that connected to what im talking about (or at least that is what i think) but when i get humiliated, i always make sure not to get so affected by it. i think that is what they call "reverse psychology". do you get what im trying to say coz i think i am on the right track...?

well i guess its just the way it is right? i am getting nowhere and i know i am, but to tell you honestly, i want to work things out! i want to pick myself up and put it all together again, like the untouched puzzle with complete wrappings and even a price tag on a store. seamlessly bound together in some way but when you open the packaging of the puzzle and flip it upside down, it all comes crashing down! can you please help me put myself back together? it would be a pleasure to get help! :'(

today was one of the most stressful days i have experienced in my entire life.

the birthday patry was a success. it was a bit stressful though, but at least the kids had fun. too bad my camera had to be so moody and all my batteries were consumed before the cheesy part happened. hilarious! =)

this animated movie has made a lot of impact to everybody, young and old alike. it brought us lessons like "loving your family", "loving your friends" and "simplicity". but what made impact on me the most is the important lesson about family or in Hawaiian "ohana" . i was touched by what lilo said somewhere in the movie and i quote

"ohana means family and families don't leave each other behind"

or something like that...it appeals to me like a flower to a bee and somehow, it showed me something that i would always have for the rest of my life.

though i don't get along with my family so well for my utterly mundane behavior and the knack for behaving in a rebellious way, i still love them aside from all the pain that they have inflicted upon me. lessons are to be learned and your ohana are the only ones who can teach you the best way possible for you to learn those lessons and be able to become who you are and be able to bring out the best of who and what you are. pain doesn't always necessarily mean negativity. most of the time, its where you learn the most important lessons in life, and that is what I've learned together with my ohana.

its still 8 in the morning and i can feel that something spectacular is gonna happen today...its not that birthday ng pamangkin ko, but i just feel something out of the ordinary...i dont really know what it is as of now, but im dying to find out what it is and what it could do to me...is it good or is it something bad? either way, im gonna make the most out of it...

one thing i love being able to wake up early in the morning, no matter how late i slept the previous night is the thought of having been able to wake up again! it only means that God has given me another chance to do what i really have to do in this thing called "life".

for one thing, i love the smell of freshly made coffee in the morning. the warm sunshine, the warm smiles of the people around you, and the feeling of contentment and joy that at times overwhelms you so much that you just want to scream at the top of your lungs. i sound silly but i feel so happy about being silly. its always a nice thing to be silly and wacky and just be crazy and turn normal days into bright and gay ones. i mean, its what everybody wants right? be happy and just enjoy what life has to bring. life is a tough journey, to make it a justifiable one and being able to taste the freedom that goes along with it, you just have to be imaginative, be open to ideas, and never be afraid to explore. life is in constant change and learning never stops in school. be positive, everything is gonna be alright! peace! =)

is officially here. i can feel the heat piercing through my skin and dang, it hurts! and honestly, im sweating like a pig! (not that i am really a pig but...its just so hot!) one thing im sure about that im gonna do this summer, is keep my blog active. like super duper hyperactive! its the only thing that im having fun with now that i am stuck here at home for being grounded coz of some major dung stuff. i don't know what to do this summer except for maybe be online all the time. and i have to admit its oh, so tiring. promise. even though some say that its the kind of life that they want, well all i can say is that, i would be very so glad to trade places with you like, forever!

ungh! just arrived from Dumaguete, i bought stuff for my pamangkin's birthday tomorrow and dang, they are all ecstatic about that children's party! well if you ask me, im a bit excited too...not because of the party but of the food...yum! im looking forward to the spaghetti and special lumpiang shanghai that my sister is going to prepare...when its my sister who is cooking, it gives me thrills and joy because for one thing, my sister is like an iron chef in her own simple way and she never fails to please me (and my stomach) with her absolutely great cooking! hmpf...what is there left to say? i dont think there is...hehehehe...keep 'em coming! burn me up baby! take it back to the old school! wooh! =)

first and foremost, i would like to thank my friend "kakamz" for telling me off to check out blogskins, its where i got the new look of my blog, i love it. its simple, its white, its all good! and i would also like to thank cbox for my chat box...doesnt matter if no one leaves a message though, i just want to have a chat box on my blog...

though im still working out to make a couple of adjustments to my blog, but still i like it! kudos to me! even though reading the codes give me headaches, at least i get paid-off by having such a wonderful-looking blog! i don't care if i sound so exaggerated in praising myself, but that's just how i roll! peace out! =)

its the hard knock life as the annie song goes...! ahay...its so boring. i dont know what to write as of this moment. is was just checking something here and i kinda edited the preceding post (the jabbawockeez post, kinda old to write about them but i just cant get over them, their moves are so addictive and their so damn hot when they dance).

this afternoon, i had no other thing to do except for picking on my hair. i finally used the hair color that i bought a month ago, kinakalawang na nga xa sa kwarto, but who cares? i already used it kanina...hahahaha! its really the hard knock life! ppbbtt! kinda hard to believe but its the truth.

and oh, before i forget. i want to tell anybody, who might happen to pass by and read some of the stuff i write here on my blog if ever there are people who do that, that most of the posts here are of my personal life and my personal agendas. i may post some articles here (that i tag "articles for amardz"), those are news articles that we use in class, not in real-life journalism. im a masscom student student and that is what we do. dont worry, im not trying to fabricate any issue that i would most likely know about, with the help of sir amardz of course, coz basically all of those stuff that we write are purely based on facts. well, basically, its what news is all about, basing on pure facts with no fabrications at all. there may be some journalist who do those kinda stuff but i can attest to you that i am not one of them and i have no intention whatsoever to become one of them. as they say (again), a journalist has his/her own way of presenting the facts to the public and some of the articles that you may be able to read here are my own way of doing so. you may judge me or critic me if you want, il be more than happy to learn from people who know more about these stuff than i am. i am just in the process of becoming a journalist, but i already call myself one, bahalag tawagon ko ug baga ug nawong sa akong mga kaila, kever sa mga chakang kalaban, but its honestly my opinion about. hope you wont misunderstand me and tell me negative things about it. im just a human being, i commit mistakes and if ever i have overlooked at those mistakes, my sincerest apologies to you. if you are one of those people who happen to see "the wrong from the right", please inform me so that i would know. as ive said earlier, il be more than glad to learn from you because blogging is my way of expressing myself and i want people to critic me in the way that i write. nothing personal really, just pure learning experience from the real world. peace out, God bless you all! mwah! much love and respect. aw? =)

i love this remix. its the opening song of America's best dance crew season one with the final four contenders: status quo, jabbawockeez, kaba modern and break sk8 (eliminated in the episode). this episode was their Broadway musical challenge wherein they have to incorporate the assigned Broadway musical show music featuring the classic musicals "hair spray", "chicago", "grease" and "dreamgirls" respectively( as well). all the crews are great and i love the jabbawockeez so much. i love reinan shawn paguio, damn he is so cute! peace out! =)

Introducing Ben Simon Taripe, ang batang X! honestly, he has this talent of learning quickly...on this picture, he is so upset early in the morning because his father wont let him play the computer. yip! you heard me right, computer...he knows how to play computer games, he even beats me at playing online games because currently, he is updating his character in the online game called "cheeky ran". i dont know where his father got that game but both of them are playing that game...and oh...pamangkin ko ito! do you believe it? he is so good...and he's one hell of a pain in the ass...he's a literal bad boy (to the bone). wala lang...i just thought of making a post out of this picture 'coz he's so cute here and its unbelievable how i manage to capture this picture...i mean, im no photographer...aw? feeleret! ga practice pa ko ug digital photography kumbaga...no hard feelings though...this is just practice. watch mo tanan kung ma photographer na ko...aw? wanna see more of the pics that i took along with this one? visit my multiply site (the URL that im posting is the URL for the album where you can find this photo...im still adding a couple more pictures to that album) its jhulez23.multiply.com/photos/albums/4/photography_daw_ni ok? ok? hehehe... =)

ahay...it has already been a couple of days since i entered "emote mode" and i dont know when im getting out...it seems like, at this point of my life, i would have to consider a lot of things that would make me who i am...i know, i know...emote! but, hey! emoting helps me blog so "shut up and let me go, hey!" aw? bitaw, yet again, marks another day of boredom...though all throughout the day, i spent most of it sleeping...damn, i know im gonna get bigger in the next couple of week, with nothing to do and just stare at the glaring sunshine, hayag ang repus nga pagdako! hmpf...i dont know what to do though, im stuck here at home coz im grounded for several reasons which im not likely to share here on my blog...to all the people that could be affected by this agenda, my sincerest apologies to you. i know my responsibilities and im not neglecting them. its just that i cant escape this prison that i am in now. please understand me, i know its not gonna be easy for you guys to be lacking moral support (aw?) but you to go on without me...char ba uy! hahahaha...for the following people, im sincerely apologizing to you for several reasons... Marvin, kabalo ko wala pa nahuman atong docu sa siquijor...and im so freaking out about the V.O. thingy...i dont know if i can ever come back to scool to do it...you just have to replace me in the V.O. thingy...i know the docu would end up being "chaka" if dili ako ang mag-V.O. niya ako ang "host" kunuhay but im left with no other options...unless of course if you want me to die then it'll be fine by me nga ako ra japon ang mag-V.O. but since i know you, i know you will find a way somehow para mahuman na ninyo ang docu...with or without me! BEa, judi na flung bayot kay abalokyans na kyerkawsing kung jurnsa ang itwasyonseya sa kyokoms iriday! isodleya man e-aydech mag inokladesh ug linggo sa ogblogbea noh? agee...ga-ugodeya na ang jerlongsmech sa kyokoms...astabyans, angitapynas amoreya ug aagipyans kung jurnsaonsmech inyoneya pag jurmansmech sa docu without me...abalokyans kyorko-urns nga yaka ra inyoney na ahumanmeya ang docu...kamo pa? hehehe...please pray for my soul and that it may rest in peace na...amen! hainku...its not easy being out here with nothing to do for the whole summer...im just thankful that the pc here has an internet connection...at least, only a part of me is lost since another part of me belongs here...hmpf! see how "emote mode" keeps me going on? aw? hehehehe...friends, maluoy...help me escape this prison! help! im begging you all! aw? do i even have friends here in blogger? murag wala...sa mga friends ko sa FS ug FB nga naay blogger, if you happen to read this post, please, respond immediately! SOS! aW?

there's nothing else i can say but (eh, eh)...some of my friends are graduating this year and i just cant help it, i just want to cry...originally, i belong to their batch...pero, dahil sa ihip ng hangin at sa pagpatuloy na pag-ikot ng mundo, i got dragged down one level coz i have to stop studying and eventuall, the following sem that i got back, nag rebelde ako and i lost one sem so that makes it, 1 whole year of nothingness...i dont blame anyone for that though except myself...but you know, instead of sulking at one corner, im getting the most out of it. being dragged down one level, im get to experience a lot of stuff like being with a new set of people, which i already got used to, and its funny because they are like a couple of years younger than i am. but that doesnt stop me from getting it hard and down right messy. another thing is that, with these other set of people that i am currently with, i can be the same person as i was way back when i was with my batchmates and i think it rocks. i dont have to be somebody else just to fit in. and also, being with these people makes me feel at home, but not as much with my batchmates...but before i go elsewhere, i would have to salute my batchmates for finally being able to strut at the red carpet, or should i say, the grass carpet as what its always have been in our school...if your not from my school, then sorry...i dont want to elaborate on that matter...exclusive for NORSUnians lang...hahahahaha! peace ya'll! anyways...ive never always dreamed of walking down the "runway" of success...ive never even imagined myself being able to finish college...but look, i only got a year and a half more to go...and i think there are still a lot more to that than only a year and a half of pain-staking hours sitting, listening to your teacher...hainku, there are really a lot of stuff that goes around school and i admit, its not that fun at all, unless you know how to turn it into the most colorful one you've ever had...damn...i still have a lot to say though but im running out of time...see you next post? aw? hehehehe.. =)

ug sa dihang tungod ani nga masthead, wa ko nakatulog for almost 24 hours na dagway...promise. kay kani xa, gibutang pa ni xa sa newsletter nga utro pud nga pagka-pakang2x and itchura...d ka ma lain aron? ahay...we looked almost everywhere para lang mabutang namo sa among newsletter. at last, napasa na namo xa last friday afternoon. though among ka labad sa ulo wala mahuman dayon kay, we were on the verge of having the newsletter printed, kaso wala'y maka pap pring namu ani kay ug sa dihang kinahanglan pajud xa nga e-convert sa .pdf file format...d ka ma lain? we spent like 3 hours mag tuyok2x sa downtown para lang mapa convert namo xa into .pdf? damn! i dont know how much i will get for this newsletter but im hoping its going to be enough for me to be able to pass the subject. juice ko, nag naning na raba ko ni amardz, what more kung ma bogz pa jud ko ani nga newsletter? ahai...tabang!

sa tanan nga ga basa sa akong blog, not all the things that i published here are for the entire world to enjoy...some are for exclusive people and you dont have to comment on most of the articles that i wrote because mao toh xa...maluoy...im just a masscom student and most of the articles that i wrote here are for classroom purposes...we are graded for this one and im just doing what i have to do just to get good grades. no offense. maluoy mo, aw?