issues

there are a lot of thing that i want to talk about in this post. its been a while that i made a single reaction about the things that have been happening lately, personal and public events. for one thing, in the middle of that "lost" period, i lost my "love" for blogging. i dont know why. honestly, it was triggered by several factors.

ever since the pc got hit by the lightning bolt of Mr.potter, my brother, who claims to have paid all the bills for the repairing and stuff which actually was paid by my father, is claiming and owning the computer and hogs it for 12 hours "minimum" and wont share with us so i was forced to stay away from the computer as much as possible to avoid arguments and everything else that comes with it.

next, i am so preoccupied by so many things that my online life was disregarded except for farmtown and farmville (which i think everyone is familiar with, some addicted to it like me) and going to the public hub and waste my money for the time that i will alot for updating my online life is wasted instead of being able to eat lunch and make me energized by mid-day. in connection, i have time management issues. i know its one of my weakness and i am not ashamed to tell all of you that. its what most people have problems with, being able to manage the free time that they have. i would love to quote..."so many things to do yet so little time..." yip, that is what i always say whenever i miss out on something. it just bums me out.

with regards to my time management issues, i am forced to focus on my studies coz i cant keep up with all the "going to school" and "study hard" concept of living because the people that inspire me to go to school have already left me behind and marched on the red carpet last march. yeah, they left me behind. but i dont blame them for what i am feeling right now. they have studied hard and earned the fruits of their labor and that is their diplomas. ever so fortunate enough, all of them landed a job several weeks after graduation except for hany who have to wait a month before she can get her job and instead spent the whole summer nursing her nephew and sulk whole day at home doing nothing but watch tv.

the others, well...cathy was the first one to land a job at a call center somewhere in davao. it was her last resort and she had no choice. she has to help her mom raise her family because of financial constraints and i cant blame her for being in such a situation. its what God has given so she has to live up to it. well, she is contented with her life now, with a long distance boyfriend whom i dont seem to trust a lot, but at least they are getting along well, i am glad that she now has a life of her own.

carla on the other hand spent her summer finishing some unfinished business in school. its was still part of her term as the "associate editor" of the school publication so she still had her obligations and she attended to them before she went job hunting. by june, she had her first job but didnt like it. how wierd is that?? now, she is looking for another job just to ditch her first job. sigh. what a complicated person. but i am happy about it since among the 4, she is the only one who stayed in Dumaguete aside from dawn who is a natural born Dumagueteño.

i have to mention Dawn too...to rid of favoritism or whatever you want to call it. well, the last time i heard of her was she works in a local department store here in the city. i forgot what she calls her job but she is assigned in the paging whatsoever for lost people or items and according to her, the last time that we exchanged SMS, she is in charge as to what song is to be played while the "so-called" shoppers rome around the store. yeah. from the sound of it, she is loving her job. good for her.

hannah (hany) will start her call center job this coming monday. ooh. i think she is a bit excited about it aside from the excellent pay that she is going to have after the probation period that the company alloted her. way to go. among the 4, she is the only one who i have constant communication with so, instead of missing her badly, i wished she never had a phone so that i will miss her and she wont be able to send me annoying (sometimes) SMS. i get pissed by redundant SMSs. hate the deleting part so much. ungh.

what is there left to say? hmpf. update about "my boys"? nah.il reserve that for later. for now, that is all i am willing to share to everybody. my life is not so dull right now. its just that, with all the wacky things that we do, i just cant help but let it slip by and look forward to what tomorrow might bring. i mean, its not bad keeping positive attitude about life. its never too late to have a change of heart, is it? :)

PS.

please mind the typo's in this post. its the first time that i made such a long post without looking at the keyboard. wooh. what ah!? hehehe. :)