who's messed up?

just got out of the hospital. i was stuck there since sunday evening. its just so unfortunate that i have to undergo stuff like this now. i mean, its so unexpected.

while i was having the time of my life at the beach with friends last sunday celebrating someone's birthday, my father was puking his ass out. we didnt know then what the cause of his constant puking was that is why we decided to admit him to the hospital at 10pm with me ("wala pay pamanlaw ug clear water from all the beach events and stuff").

yesterday he had to have an XRAY exam and ultra sound to check his system and the doctors found out that he has stones in his system...i dont know how they are going to get rid of it and when they are going to get rid of it but one thing i am certain of is that, he is recovering fast and that is a good sign.

now i know how it feels to watch over somebody while he/she is in the hospital. man, it is so tiring but there is nothing that you could do because its your job. whether you like it or not, you have to do it because there is nobody around that can do it for you or help you out. gosh. im so F***ed up right now...i feel like im drunk...im woozy, doozy and everything that is not a smoothie. ungh. i wanna rest but i cant. im just so...TIRED.